love in your face

[Sugasaphire]

i have had a few instances where someone is more interested in me than i am with them

this is the hardest situation for me to be in right now cause im not really ready for the responsibility it will take to give myself

now dont get me wrong, i have prayed for such a blessing

to have a partner that is willing to maintain a loving relationship where we each bring somethng wonderful and loving to the table

but it seems as if such qualities are showing up im men that i am not attracted to

now im attracted to thier intellect, their loving dispositon, and even their motivation about family, but it just seems to be the one important factor that is missing

sexual attraction

i want my panties to get wet when i look at him

i want his gaze to pierce thru my clothing

and i want him to want the same from me

is that asking too much

i mean really, i will wait

patiently for what i really desire

a true soul mate